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It is 6:30 in the morning, but failed to sleep more. I just saw there was a message delivered from a so called “boy friend.”
He was a love of my life, he had let me dream and shown that I could be loved. However, he’s also drawn me to the hell.
He is not a responsible grown-up. I should have known this from the moment that he had an accident with a car parked on the sideways, and just left away. I naively thought that he’s scared. But it stuck in my head forever.
He had told me that he wanted to move to Japan, but never made any move for that. He refuses to promise anything to me, and does not try to prove anything to me. Us is not a priority to him. He focus on the things he thinks “not important but need to do anyway.”
He also refuses to communicate with me because it is a painful process to understand each other. He thinks love is enough just being there, but he is wrong. We did not build enough trust to be just be there. His greeting usually starts from “ I’m tired, sleepy, so busy, I don’t feel good.” And it just ruins my day. I told him to stop being like that, then he just stopped talking to me.
Every day, he send me “good morning” and “I’m going to sleep”, sometimes “don’t forget to eat.”. And I reply “Ok”. That is all we do. I don’t know if it is what he thinks “being there for each other.” Clearly, we don’t play our roles in this relationship.
I started to think he is a someone I know in another country, and kill every emotion for him. But…when it will be over?